I am just a girl

watching "Notting Hill" the other day. Someone posted a part of the movie on facebook and I ended up watched the last 40 minutes of the movie. Yes, it's a chick flick. But it reflect a lot of things happened to me. People tend to forget when we act so tough, so independent, so self-sufficiant.... But "I'm too, just a girl, in front of a boy...asking him to love her"

It doesn't matter, how good, how cool, how smart, how pretty...at the end of the day, I'm just an ordinary woman that needed to be love.

12 August 2009  Aquarium, Paragon, Bangkok

there is a say "Women are not meant to be understood, Women are mean to be loved"

Please

April 2010 - Samui Island, thailand

It's true, everything we know, words are unnecessary.

I believe...affection is higher than anything

But today, where I am is so different than yesterday. I want to be strong, but my strength tells me...I couldn't understand you. it's weaken me, I can't stand...


Please, show me your love, even just once. let me feel your affection.

Kiss me, hold me gently like you used to.

please remind me, repeat it to me, 'til I trust you again.








August 1st, 2009


translate from a Thai Song "โปรดเถอะ" Bakery Music

Floating

Floating...in the water.....

See no end of the torture

Trying to survive.... dark and cold...should I just let go

September 3rd, 2010

I don't know

Zuma beach, Malibu CA - January 2010

want to leave this life that having....so worthless.....



want to leave this life that living....so disappointed...



want to live a different life....but don't know what....



i guess i don't know me...i don't know life...



i don't know how to live after all...and i don't know how i can leave after all...






August 7th, 2009